Friday, May 1, 2009, 3:21 PM
Omg i shouldn't have eaten the fried thingy yesterday D:
Now my throat hurts like mad. Got a stupid headache. So tired, i can't concentrate revising my maths at all.
Problems coming after another. Maybe all this was all my fault.
I ask for it. Maybe she did cared, just that she can't stand the way i'm now anymore.
She gave up cheering me up & everything and decided to pull me down even more.
Maybe its cause i never really told her what happened exactly sometimes.
But a thing like yesterday's, i hoped that she's there for me. But she isn't. Can't blame her anyway. She was pissed at me too.
Just hope that i could throw all this aside first and concentrate on my maths.
And perhaps from now on i shouldn't tell/show anyone if i'm upset or whatever. I shall just keep everything to myself and not affect other people.